Showing posts with label Ambien. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ambien. Show all posts

Friday, May 20, 2011

Headache Log : Insomnia....Still

I know that Ambien is not really supposed to be taken every single night so I'm trying to be careful with it. I also take my 10 mg pills and cut them in half (sometimes even into quarters).  My first few nights with it I seemed to have slept fairly well, but was still a little tired in the morning.  Fortunately, not groggy or in any sort of drug haze, just still tired.  And tired all day long.  I chalked it up to not being completely caught up on weeks and weeks of restless sleep or no sleep at all. 

I thought that maybe on nights when I had a minor migraine I could sleep it off with the help of the Ambien instead of resorting to heavier medications.  Also, all the OTC's that I take for headaches or migraines just keep me up - and that, I believe, exacerbates the problem.

Well, I'm still getting very little sleep and I'm still exhausted during the day.  I trade off the Ambien with melatonin, but I really shouldn't be taking either every night (and I'm not!)

Tuesday night / Wednesday morning was a bad night.  I was up about half the night with a migraine.  So I decided to get to bed early tonight and to take Ambien.  I took the Ambien at 9PM and by 9:45PM I still wasn't very tired, but I didn't have TOO much trouble FINALLY falling asleep shortly after 10PM.    However, I was wide awake at 3:30AM.  And exhausted with a headache this morning.

I guess I'll try a higher dose next time - maybe the whole pill :(

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Headache Log: Insomnia

A year ago, I'd fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.  And I'd sleep through most of the night (only getting up once to potty) I'd wake 2 or 3 minutes before my alarm was set to wake me.  I may have a day here or there where I felt a bit tired during the day, but I rarely felt so exhausted I was actually unhappy and depressed.
Now, it takes me 30 minutes to an hour to fall asleep.  (This is what happens on a good night.)  Then I'll wake up every hour to an hour and half.  I'll wake to potty 2 or 3 times (or perhaps its just because I'm already awake that I notice that my bladder feels a little on the full side.)  It will take me several minutes to an hour to fall back to sleep once I'm awake.  When my alarm goes off in the morning I hit snooze for 30-50 minutes before I can finally drag my ass out of bed.  Consequently, and rightly so, I'm exhausted all day long.  Exhausted to the point that I feel depression knocking on my door.
But I want to repeat, this is on a good night. On a bad night, I can't seem to turn my brain off.  The tiniest thing could upset or excite me and I won't sleep.  Sometimes I can't sleep because my head hurts too bad.  And of course the lack of sleep only exacerbates the condition of  my head.  When I finally do fall asleep around 5 AM in the morning, I wake about 2 hours later.  So not even sheer exhaustion can make me sleep longer than 2 hours at a time. 
But caffeine, you are my savior.  Which may be unhealthy and may lead to some of the waking in the middle of the night to potty.

Everyone at work tells me I should try Ambien.  They tell me how wonderful it is and how much it has helped them.  They tell me it allows them to shut off their brain so that they can finally sleep.  They tell me that you never have that drugged and groggy feeling in the morning.  I was also told that it doesn't require 8 hours of sleep - that you can get by on just 7 and still feel wonderful in the morning.

How do I get my hands on such a wonderful product?

Remember my recent story about the doctor who asked me what I wanted  him to get me?  No, he didn't prescribe me Ambien - or any sleeping pill at all.  (Although I kick myself that I didn't try to get some out of him!)
Well, I was relating the story to a friend of mine who's father is a doctor.  And I joked with her and asked her what she could hook me up with. 
"What do you want?"
"Ambien"
And that was it.  Her father called in a prescription for Ambien for me.

WOW!
Now I REALLY feel a bit like a junkie!  But I am sleeping (on the nights that I've dared to take it, anyway).  Still waiting to feel less exhausted during the days.  Maybe that will take weeks. 

P.S. Cymbalta, which I've been on for nearly 2 months now - side effect is insomnia.